Swimming fun!
First, Happy Mother’s Day to you or to your mom.
Getting old - I took a short walk after hearing the mass and pondered about life. I AM GETTING OLD. In a year’s time i will be graduating from college, then i will no longer be qualified as a dependent child once i started working or when i reach the age of 22 whichever comes first. (no more additional exemptions for my mom, law-wise)
I am really having mixed feelings about this. It seems like it was just yesterday when i started going to high school where i met a lot of friends, yesterday when i graduated high school and decided to take BS Accountancy as my degree for college, yesterday when i first walked the halls of my college life. And now four years down, one last year and i will finally graduate and be on my own. Wow. Time is fast. and short.
What struck me most today is the fact that i get to greet my bff of the same age, that friend whom i grew up with, shared the deepest secrets with, my almost sister… well, i get to greet her a happy mother’s day. and it really. undeniably. and seriously dawned on me. I AM GETTING OLD.
Some mofo reported it to google and so google deleted it. Not a single entry was saved. Whoever that bitch is, rot in hell.
I miss my blogger account, i posted almost everything there (because only few of my “personal” friends knew about it, and almost everyone i talked and exchanged emails with there were strangers or friends i never really met. and i loved talking to them. and i loved reading their posts too. and i loved posting my endless rants and my pet peeves and everything. which by the way i never did with tumblr — until now.)
So yes, they officially deleted it. Even my gmail was not spared. I’ve been blogging there since 4thyear high school and i don’t know, i feel kindof sad but i guess there’s nothing i can do about it. start from scratch, maybe?
is the new object of my attention. I’ve always wanted a really small digital camera since my brother accidentally broke my mini cam last summer. Since then, I was left with a big Fuji camera which has a good quality buuuut not handy at all, and a Nikon which is so big and bulky. Not advisable to bring with me every single day.
I want to take pictures of almost everything. Sometimes I wish my eyes have a camera so i can capture the best moments of my life. I was surfing the internet for goodies when I saw this really cute Polaroid POGO Digicam. Annnnd it has a built-in printer for Pete’s sake! Even though it only has 5 megapixels, it’s okay. not bad for my everyday use!
But I don’t have the money despite the fact that the cam is being sold cheap. And I haven’t received my paycheck for my internship. Sad. The only thing that makes the cam “costly” is the Zink paper that i have to buy if i were to instantly print my pictures. (P180 = 10pieces)
Anyway, i really want it.
I downloaded this song in my iPod months ago but it was only until recently that I really really listened to this song, and looked it up in the internet for the lyrics.
My heart was captivated. - that was why i searched for a musical score, hoping that soon enough i’d learn how to play it on the piano, and sing for that one person whom i will no doubt dedicate this song.
Dear friend, whoever you are. I hope someday you’ll be able to love and care for someone like that. I hope you won’t be afraid to take chances and get hurt. And if ever you’re rejected, i hope you’ll find the courage to stand up again. Love again, in spite of yourself.
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